Everyone keep your eyes out please? for anyone that would want my room for 2 weeks. If you run into any sticky sitches.. or anything...?
i can't believe i am actually still awake today. I woke up so early this morning (well, not early just that i didn't have adequate sleep). and i felt so unmotivated for a large part of the day and then when i finally got motivated to go out and do things i find out about all these dramas which bug me. srsly, i make a fairly conscious effort to avoid drama because i find it so incredibly unnecessary and weighing on a person yet it is still a personal fave of like literally every person to seek out these dramas, turn them into something bigger than it actually should be and make themselves miserable or stuck because of it. I am so not into this.
This arvo ended up being nice. We went to Hyde Park to hang out. it was nice. I bought Sangria and i had never tasted this stuff before. It reminded me of the punch we made for the Croydance party last year. Man, i miss parties. Just the concept creation and the setting up the house and the heart and soul i put into my character and theme and shit like that. I should have one again. Perhaps before we move out??? A big going away party. But to be honest, I don't feel incredibly attached to Croydon. I don't have much an emotional connection with it. it seemed to be a lot more of annoyance than good times.
I might end my observating here now. I have this hideous insomnia/glandualr fever so i can't sleep at night and then i get to sleep and i want to sleep all day. This is not a good habit, no not at all. it sucks so many rabbits.